Gone but not forgotten

Today is September 22, it’s a day I will never forget. amA day that is burned in my memory forever. At the time I lived with my girlfriend and her mom, but this night I had planned to go to my dads house to hang out with my brother. So when I got off work I drove to my dads and doing so I passed my moms house. and while I was passing her house I drove slow as I was thinking about stopping to say hi, but I quickly changed my mind. Due to the fact it was past midnight and she would most likely be asleep. so I continued to go to my dads house and stay with them for the night. I made it and he hung out all night, but then the night ended, I woke up to what would be the worst phone call I ever received. A call from my moms boyfriend, a call to tell me my mom had died. I didn’t believe it, he had to tell me twice. By the second time it hit me I drove to my moms house and the ambulance was already there. I didn’t know what to do my heart was racing, my knees shaking. My throat was dry, dry to the point it hurt to swallow. My mother whom I loved, the one person who believed in me no matter what. The person I talked to when I need someone. Has passed away. Theres not a day that goes by where I don’t miss my mom. Thankfully I know she is in a better place, I know she having a blast While she waits to see me and I’m the rest of our family again. I‘be been more the glad to call her my mom. So thanks mom RIP mom.